best of friends can be the best of suprises

OMEGOS
Did some suprising over in Hamilton last night.. Ash and I hid in Ami's wardrobe.

I had such a great time with my girls. Reminising on old times. Singing loud in the car. Getting booth photos. Playing air hockey. Coffee and dessert.

Just doing whatever we do and having fun no matter what!

xx

Something I have been thinking about - really miss that feeling of being 'secure'.

Or always having someone there no matter what.

Difference is, I don't want it again. I don't want any of that emotional crap that comes with it. Thats the part that makes you so estatic that nothing else matters; but the same part that just makes you wanna die.. how can something so amazing, hurt you so much?

I don't think I will ever get into anything like that again. Its like, sometimes it would be a whole lot easier if it never happened in the first place.

I'll take just the physical side, and feel no feelings.

"if I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I hadn't liked you, I wouldn't love you. If I wouldn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will"