when people say that i look sad, they are wrong.

i want everyday.. to be as carefree as sunny sunday..



spent at mission bay..adorable ^-^ mochas and blueberry muffins with lucy jane..

Everything has totally just gotten on top of me after today.. it was not the best.

A load of uni work suddenly due, that I just cannot wrap my head around.

Extra hours at work, although I do need the money.

Something from 'the past' (I guess you could say) caught me totally off guard.. just when you think things are all good it comes back at you to make life that little bit harder. Thats why I cannot sleep and am up blogging about it. This mysterious 'it' - that I cannot say what it is and I can't stop thinking about, should really be the LAST thing on my mind! ARGH.

I want all the male species whom are suddenly showing interest in me.. that I have no interest in whatsoever, to quit trying. You will know if I am interested.. I don't hold back. I will not text you 'up' or reply to sleazy messages. Just so you know.

I only like my boy mates.

So because of my downer day, retail therapy was what I needed. I got the Paul Smith Floral Perfume. Mmm yum!

It is a lovely evocation of the 70's 'Flower Power' spirit. With water lilly, orange, pink grapefruit and ginger and a unique blend of magnolia, orchid and osmanthus blossom.

Oh, how could I forget..

Lucy brought me the cutest little russian chocolates.

My sisters 16th is comming up.

I had a giant vanilla latte today.

I am getting paid to paint a picture.

I talked to my mum today.

Life isn't really all that bad.. even when the bad moments hit.

Really looking forward to this weekend!

On the agenda:

Partying!

Work.

Shopping!

Homework.

"one day I sat thinking, almost in despair; a hand fell on my shoulder and a voice said reassuringly; cheer up, things could be worse. So I cheered up, and sure enough.... things got worse"