Sunday, August 30, 2009

it has been 3 years, rest in peace grandad x

Every time I walked into my Nana and Grandads retiring home my granddads existence always encaptured my attention. He lay there in his reliable, green lazy boy and welcomed me in as his glasses sat effortlessly on his rigid nose. With the racing pages in his aged hands, his glistening, blue eyes were set on the wide screen T.V which was providing my Granddad with the daily races. Occasionally, he would pull himself up and hobble over to the phone to bet on a horse with his betting number we all knew so well.

While I sat at the end of the dinner table completing my homework, Grandad would sit at the opposite end and distract me with games meant for little kids as if he wanted me to stay young, but for me, they never got old. I’d gaze over and find my Grandad in a pair of his favourite, blue workpants with small paint specs splattered across them and a white, paper thin singlet that barely covered his stomach.

Every time I walk into my Nana and Grandads retiring home I imagine my loving Grandad laying there in his beloved green lazy boy. My imagination is wiped away like dead bugs on a windscreen, as I see a stiff, black, leather recliner chair perched in the corner of the newly refurbished room which once, Grandad had lived his life in, but now I’m not so certain. As I walk in to the kitchen, I imagine my granddad over the boiling stove assembling new creations with our secret recipe, for me to try.

It feels as if he’s just on an extended holiday or he’s hiding in the laundry for us to open the door so he could jump out and frighten us. I know my Grandad isn’t going to physically be sitting in his new lazy boy, but I imagine him arranged there, peering over his large, loveable tummy just waiting patiently for someone to turn the T.V onto channel 8.
Written by my sister; I feel the same.

Friday, August 14, 2009

special kind of tea with those special kind of girls.

Ashley, Jessica and I went for a late night bubble milk tea at Hulacat The past couple of weeks has consisted of only assignments, gyming, work and coffee dates.
I have started on a painting, so if it comes out to be anything good I may post it in my blog.
It is my sisters 16th tomorrow! She is having a party in a weeks time, so I have to go home. I got her the Ralph Lauren 'Rocks' perfume gift set. I hope she likes it!

"A sister can be seen as someone who is both ourselves and very much not ourselves."

Thursday, August 13, 2009

the fireplace is here, not like the dump i reside in.

i wanna go home.

"home is a place you grow up wanting to leave, and grow old wanting to get back to "

Monday, August 3, 2009

there is nothing like being at home.

I am home for the night.
I was hungry and wanted something proper to eat, reason enough I think. Even if it is near two hours away. Plus, I am as broke as they come.
Had a pretty fantastic weekend though.
Far too boozed on Friday night.
Far too much sleep on Saturday night.
And far too much food with Ashley on Sunday night.
I don't care if this is a really old picture. I heart this girl.

Took loads of photos of my sister and discussed art with my Nana.. so far.

Back to Uni tomorrow afternoon.. and long into the night. Oh the joys of NOT understanding computer programmes.

Please can I have these Chanel heels?

I have been listening to recently :
Steve Earle

The Pixies


The Cure

Johnny Cash

"A mans drunk words, is a mans sober thoughts."